Attraction/Allure (Preliminary Love)

INFIDELITY 

My office friends always talk about trending bollywood like sunny leone, dance chatak matak kind of  n all
so most of the time i cut that all bullshit 

I was in the office with lot of work, i cant start to finish it so i plan to smoke first and then i will start...
i went to stair side for smoking 
there was some couple of Chinese and Indian guys and girls were smoking
they were looked like upper middle class people,  there were taking about external affairs    
Chinese girl have 2 affairs and Indian girl had 1 after marriage at a time 
and there was a guy age around 45 talk about his girlfriend, she is beautiful n blah blah so he dumped his wife and living separately with his new girl. and he was upset about his kids which is very hard to convince them.

i mean obviously, who digest that things but i was contentiously listen that guy.
he said nobody known about love when ,where n how it should happen.
so i thought "'what about commitment A***# " faithful means true love, i know nobody knows real love but ...
i think people love that kind stories so as i do 
i walked away from there and write this...


It was 3 pm in the afternoon. This was the first time in his marriage of five years that Raj was going back home in the middle of the day. But today was different. Today he had decided to owe up everything to Priya, his wife.
Why he had been ignoring her, not paying attention to her and even not making love to her. The reason was Sonia, his secretary. He has been having an affair with his secretary for the past three years. He couldn’t take his eyes off her when she entered the office the first time and after working with her he realized she was everything that he wanted in his partner-looks, smartness, ability to hold a conversation and an appetite for sports.
Naturally he fell for her. He had been reminded its repercussions by his best friend and colleague Rahul time and again.
Rahul “ Listen whatever you are doing is not right. Why don’t you tell it to Priya and get a divorce”
Raj “ You wont understand. Mine was an arranged marriage. If I leave Priya my parents would never forgive me , she was their choice. Besides she is loyal and forgiving. She is happy with me. Why to spoil that?”
Rahul “ Don’t you ever feel guilty?”
Raj “ I do but I am not the only one in the world doing it. Cant I have a little bit of happiness..nobody has to know. You are the only one who knows and I am going to end it soon”.
Rahul “ I have been hearing that forever”.
“if only you could change this thing about you , you would be perfect”.
Raj “ I like imperfections”.
“yeah right”…
Rahul has always been trying to convince him to end it. He is a good friend. But since sometime he had also stopped doing it . may be he understood there was no use.
But today was different. While making out with Sonia in the bathroom he saw himself in the mirror and lightning struck. He felt full of guilt and decided that he would confront Priya and ask for her forgiveness.
He wanted to talk to Rahul before leaving but he had taken an off today . Rahul has been taking a lot of half-days recently.
With this thought and thinking about Sonia he entered the driveway of his house. Suddenly something caught his eye. He saw a car outside his house . it looked familiar. There was an uneasy feeling in his stomach.
He decided to park his car there only and walk up to the house. He had the key of the back entrance , never used it till now. He decided to enter by the backside entrance.
He tiptoed his way inside the house towards his bedroom . there was silence. The door of the room was slightly ajar but everything was visible. There he saw his perfectly loyal wife sleeping like a child in the arms of his best friend.
Under the sheets.
Raj felt nauseated , devastated and cheated…”cheated” why?
He was doing the same thing..she must have felt the same way when she came to know. But why Rahul?..he was his best friend..
As he walked back to his car he thought that when it comes to infidelity all logic goes for a toss.
He opened the door of the car , sat and took a deep breath.
He smiled……

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